But it's very hard. Writing is: having several breakdowns, lots of self doubt, picking apart everything you write, the structure, action, the dialogue and down to the word choice itself, its tiresome rewrites where the doubt increases and it's staring at blank pages until you're in a deadline induced panic and have no choice but to bang your keyboard keys like a maniac lol But maybe at the end of this process, just maybe you'll be somewhat happy with it lol nothing gives me more anxiety than writing but nothing gives me more joy than the finished product (sometimes) lol
