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Forgiving is hard. I have always thought its easy. And it is, I forgive and forget other's mistakes, easy as breathing. Forgiving oneself is hard, and I find forgiving myself impossible. For everything I did this year, I had to go through. I would never be able to move on. Not from this. I would never forgive myself, for loving, trusting or in general, being naive and downright stupid. Repeating the same mistakes and expecting different results.
one of the Hardest years I faced, personally and professionally. I am glad its getting over and at the same time worried, about getting older. Year ends with a realization that I have wasted one more year doing nothing but taking wrong decisions, or as my best friend puts it, choosing nothing but dead ends.
I am not a fan of new year resolutions, or resolutions in general, as I always ending breaking anything I resolve to do. But I am thinking to myself, maybe its time I take some drastic steps, there is only so much even I can handle. And I am tired and done. I cant anymore. Not my profession, nor my so called personal life. I just give up!
one of the Hardest years I faced, personally and professionally. I am glad its getting over and at the same time worried, about getting older. Year ends with a realization that I have wasted one more year doing nothing but taking wrong decisions, or as my best friend puts it, choosing nothing but dead ends.
I am not a fan of new year resolutions, or resolutions in general, as I always ending breaking anything I resolve to do. But I am thinking to myself, maybe its time I take some drastic steps, there is only so much even I can handle. And I am tired and done. I cant anymore. Not my profession, nor my so called personal life. I just give up!
31-35, F