I Would Love To Write

I am bored. well, bored, confused, a lil heartbroken, a lot numb. in fact I am so full of all the stuff, that I don't even want to pause and contemplate my feelings.

cz I know, the moment I do, i would start hating myself. Regretting everything I did, every feeling I had. Along with that I would also be scared, of what will be coming next. tomorrow at work for beginners.