I Would Love To Write
I am on a vacation.. resort on top of a hill. sitting on ledge of a balcony wall. precarious balance. totally high. one small moment to the right and I would fall at least 50feet. I see the moon, exactly in same line or angel of my eyes, when m sitting. I can see it sink lower by the minute. just like my hopes. as I wait for him to respond.
I see the blanket of stars. far from city, every inch, centimeter of sky covered.
and sometimes, the stars fall, and with each one, I wish for him.
if only wishes came true. he is a mirage, disappearing everytime I think I am getting close.
I wish for impossible things, things beyond my reach. I want to drop down the ledge, and kill these wishes and dreams. just like the moon disappearing beyond the mountains.
oh god in heaven, give me strength, to get on, and make my wish come true next life, cz he is not mine, not in this life.
I see the blanket of stars. far from city, every inch, centimeter of sky covered.
and sometimes, the stars fall, and with each one, I wish for him.
if only wishes came true. he is a mirage, disappearing everytime I think I am getting close.
I wish for impossible things, things beyond my reach. I want to drop down the ledge, and kill these wishes and dreams. just like the moon disappearing beyond the mountains.
oh god in heaven, give me strength, to get on, and make my wish come true next life, cz he is not mine, not in this life.
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