I Would Love To Write

high, again. I, gave up drinks and all such sins, after my break up. 2 years ago. scoffing at people who would drink in sadness, after breakups. and now I am doing same thing.sad over a guy, not exactly bf. but I finally reconcile with the fact that love does make u drink, or well the sadness if its one sided or fails.

I have been doing things lately that I abhorred all my life. its so sucky that its almost illegal.

oh god, what is the world, or my life for that matter coming to..

all I think to myself, oh god, I cant ask for him, but I love him so much.