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love is beautiful, love is kind. I absolutely love quotes. and some of them really stay with me. Not that I implement them or anything. I am incarnation of stupidity, but thats another story altogether. I was saying love..
There is another quote I love.", love makes u a better person, it makes you grow. If not, it isnt love." love does help you be better. its a high that can help you achieve anything, but heartbreak screws you up more than love can ever make u better. this quote is running through my head. .. as I am declining.. each passing day.
for the first time in three years, I missed a task, at work. I missed target. and its eating me away. I have been sloppy since past few months.. at work. but this is extreme and I would have hell to pay. and for what, cz I am stupid and heartbroken. I need to get my shit together and get working. Its my job and as much as I hate it, I am perfectionist, its my niche. I can't lose my credibility. though it scares me now. I would forget by morning. cz its momentary, this fear. if only I could hold on to it and work my way through this phase. I have been in love before, I have had a heartache, but it never affected my academics. or my job. my fear of failure has always worked.
but now my biggest fear is to lose him. and my love isn't my strength, its my weakness. afterall how can I lose somebody I never had..
There is another quote I love.", love makes u a better person, it makes you grow. If not, it isnt love." love does help you be better. its a high that can help you achieve anything, but heartbreak screws you up more than love can ever make u better. this quote is running through my head. .. as I am declining.. each passing day.
for the first time in three years, I missed a task, at work. I missed target. and its eating me away. I have been sloppy since past few months.. at work. but this is extreme and I would have hell to pay. and for what, cz I am stupid and heartbroken. I need to get my shit together and get working. Its my job and as much as I hate it, I am perfectionist, its my niche. I can't lose my credibility. though it scares me now. I would forget by morning. cz its momentary, this fear. if only I could hold on to it and work my way through this phase. I have been in love before, I have had a heartache, but it never affected my academics. or my job. my fear of failure has always worked.
but now my biggest fear is to lose him. and my love isn't my strength, its my weakness. afterall how can I lose somebody I never had..
31-35, F
