I Am Having a Bad Day
I am superstitious. I believe in these stupid omens. and well, even when something is not supposed to happen cz I thought it would.
It started off last night, past midnight. I have this habit of shooting my mouth off without thinking, most times its ok, sometimes, all hell breaks loose. I pissed off the guy I love. Given a chance I am sure I could probably make the Dalai Lama murder someone. Just leave him to deal with me while I am PMSing. I woke up feeling like crap, and tried to untangle stuff from last night. No use. I finally got up got ready for the rest of the day.
My mom decided its the day of preaching and telling me all the great stuff about "life". And she is one person who can throw such logic at you, that you wont know how to refute, even if she is wrong, she wouldnt agree or see reason. Another clash, few more tears, and another long lecture about how my "choices" are wrong.
At last I get out of my house and take cab to work, thinking maybe the worst is over, since all the family drama was left behind. I got stuck in a jam for an hour, for a 10 minute ride to work. I get to work, my email isnt working, I have few emails from last night. That includes a rejection letter for a post I applied . Though it was a long shot, but I was hopeful.
All this and my day has only just begun. Still waiting for my outlook to start working and more chips to fall. Hope it gets better.
It started off last night, past midnight. I have this habit of shooting my mouth off without thinking, most times its ok, sometimes, all hell breaks loose. I pissed off the guy I love. Given a chance I am sure I could probably make the Dalai Lama murder someone. Just leave him to deal with me while I am PMSing. I woke up feeling like crap, and tried to untangle stuff from last night. No use. I finally got up got ready for the rest of the day.
My mom decided its the day of preaching and telling me all the great stuff about "life". And she is one person who can throw such logic at you, that you wont know how to refute, even if she is wrong, she wouldnt agree or see reason. Another clash, few more tears, and another long lecture about how my "choices" are wrong.
At last I get out of my house and take cab to work, thinking maybe the worst is over, since all the family drama was left behind. I got stuck in a jam for an hour, for a 10 minute ride to work. I get to work, my email isnt working, I have few emails from last night. That includes a rejection letter for a post I applied . Though it was a long shot, but I was hopeful.
All this and my day has only just begun. Still waiting for my outlook to start working and more chips to fall. Hope it gets better.
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