I Am a Emotional Mess

At times I can be because I am bipolar. It's a emotional disorder. It sometimes effects my friendships and more. Today I was blocked by a friend because I let my anger out for when he ignored me. Another friend won't talk to me because I was just a bit to "go happy" when I should have been sad for them. To these friends, I am sorry I let this happened.

It happened because I was helping too many people again. Because I took on the stress, pain, sorrow and hardship of many other people. I began to "over work" my heart as well as my mind and lost control. I know, helping people is not a bad thing and I shouldn't feel bad about it. However I had the control to say stop when I was over working myself. So breaking down to the point where I lost control over my own emotions is my fault. I am sorry for that. I am sorry for hurting people.