...but I've gotten to spend the last few nights with my gf laughing and playing minecraft. Life is tough sometimes, but nothing beats hanging out with the person I like, having a fun time.
i hope life will become less of a jerk towards you hehe. hang in there!
to be honest, i like to believe that for everytime we have to face trouble or when we are having a rough time, we will get rewarded with more fun things in life.