I Think My Mom Hates Me
My mom; someone who has taught me a lot. Someone who showed me things no one else could.
However, over the past few months things have changed dramatically. She has become this annoying person in my life who just makes me not want to be around her. Out of all my siblings I live with she treats me the worse. The funny thing is I act the best out of all of them. I do what I'm suppose to, I have goals, most at which I achieve. I'm trying hard to become a better person, but for some reason in her eyes, I'm the worst. She constantly complains about the small mistakes I make. Like she yelled at me for two days straight about cleaning my room, when in fact it wasn't even that messy. My younger sisters room is extremely dirty, not even messy, but dirty. Their bathroom is constantly disgusting. They constantly bring people to our house and they mess up our house, make a ton of noise, eat all our food. I never, ever brought anyone to our house who I felt would disrespect my home. However, I'm still seen as the "bad" one. It's like she hates on the improvements I try to make in my life. It's weird as hell. I don't mess up the house, make a ton of noise, bring over disrespectful people or anything close to that. I pretty much stay in my room when I'm home only leaving my room to smoke, eat or go to the bathroom, then return to my room. However, when I do come in contact with her, she tries to make it seem like I'm bothering her. She also excludes me from a lot of things. I don't know why. I don't do anything horrible. My older sister who lives with us, has a few felonies, so she can't get a good job, plus she's always doing the most messed up things, my mom treats her so good. This is why I'm not close with my mom or anyone in my family really. This is why, I'm making such an effort to become as independent as possible, so I don't have to ask her for much. Like money, a ride somewhere or things like this. Anyway, I just wanted to get this off my chest.
Thanks for reading. Have a nice day.
However, over the past few months things have changed dramatically. She has become this annoying person in my life who just makes me not want to be around her. Out of all my siblings I live with she treats me the worse. The funny thing is I act the best out of all of them. I do what I'm suppose to, I have goals, most at which I achieve. I'm trying hard to become a better person, but for some reason in her eyes, I'm the worst. She constantly complains about the small mistakes I make. Like she yelled at me for two days straight about cleaning my room, when in fact it wasn't even that messy. My younger sisters room is extremely dirty, not even messy, but dirty. Their bathroom is constantly disgusting. They constantly bring people to our house and they mess up our house, make a ton of noise, eat all our food. I never, ever brought anyone to our house who I felt would disrespect my home. However, I'm still seen as the "bad" one. It's like she hates on the improvements I try to make in my life. It's weird as hell. I don't mess up the house, make a ton of noise, bring over disrespectful people or anything close to that. I pretty much stay in my room when I'm home only leaving my room to smoke, eat or go to the bathroom, then return to my room. However, when I do come in contact with her, she tries to make it seem like I'm bothering her. She also excludes me from a lot of things. I don't know why. I don't do anything horrible. My older sister who lives with us, has a few felonies, so she can't get a good job, plus she's always doing the most messed up things, my mom treats her so good. This is why I'm not close with my mom or anyone in my family really. This is why, I'm making such an effort to become as independent as possible, so I don't have to ask her for much. Like money, a ride somewhere or things like this. Anyway, I just wanted to get this off my chest.
Thanks for reading. Have a nice day.
26-30, F
