I Feel Left Out

My mother doesn't care she is on her own at home only with my sisters and she deserves to feel empty now after what she has done she deserves no happiness, she deserves loneliness for the rest of her life. She had a huge smile across her face went I was leaving she didn't wish me good luck she faked everything just for money. And now my dad is laying alone on a hospital bed... And what am I doing? I'm stuck here having to go to school everyday, work to pay for food and to have a life. Well for school.. don't get me started I hate it for many reasons and they are all valid, work well it's maccas that explains everything doesn't it? And last but not least you... Last but not least I was abused for no reason in the Main Street yesterday. I was basically called every name that has probably been named under the sun... And all of these above I could have changed if I was a better daughter, friend, employee and student? I've tried my hardest in everything possible but still I am expected to be happy all the time... Because that's who I am.