I Am Looking Foward to Retirement

I can't wait till I retire! I hate State Service. It has been a rough time for many years. I haven't received a cost of living raises since 08. I struggle terrible, yet I need my pension! I have decided vto do 25 years..I am going against the tide with it. I will have to have a full time job lined up for servival. With a full time job plus the pension...I will be doing so much better.
I will basically be making up an absent income.
It's tough w my husband being sick w arthritis n other ailments. He cannot work..n gets bare Minimal for SS...
I know there has to be a light up ahead!!