I Learned My Lesson, The Hard Way

Just let your feelings out. I learned the hard way to just let my emotions out. It doesn't matter how I let them out, it matters that I do. I didn't let my emotions out because I was scared people would think poorly of me. I didn't let them out because I wanted to with one person who would actually help me. I didn't because I didn't want to be the stereo type. Then I got so caught up in my own emotions that I lost my mind to my heart. For the first time in my life I felt insane because I couldn't control myself or my emotions. Also I kind of made a fool out of myself with friends. So bad that I have to beg to be forgiven.

However it wasn't until I let go of my fear or labeled and my desire to have someone save me basically. That I just let my emotions out for the whole world to see. Yeah I got some hate but I also meet amazing people. Some where people I didn't even know saw me as a friend. Some where really cool and just brought me down. While most, honestly didn't have a single clue how to help me but they tried. That is what makes me smile from inside out. So yeah lesson learned, when I have something I need to talk about. THEN DO IT! Don't hold back and don't care about anything other then getting better.