I Had A Bad Past But I Know Someone Has Had It Worse
PAST LIFE REGRESSION?
Lately i have been a little more than focused on soul searching, during my adventure i came across past life regression therapy, a process in which you are hypnotised to remember your supposedly past life, it may not be true but this was my experience.
I was expecting to wake up in the early 1900s or much earlier, as someone of the oppposite gender or race just like what all the comments had stated from the research i had undertaken about others who underwent this experiment. This was not what i experienced at all.
It was the early 90s, the year i was born. I do not understand what made me believe it was the year my now self was born, its a weird phenomenon, information just pops into your head as if youve been converted into a new life and already understand this life as much as your current one. Upon research, i also discovered its quite rare to have a PLR in the year you were born. I was a young woman, about 23-24 and incredibly beautiful, like model quality. I was popular and had money, quite opposite to my current life. But the most significant thing i remember was my emotional pain. i have been sad in my current life, depressed even, but as soon as i awoke as this new girl, my heart felt numb and i was so severely depressed, i barely had energy to move or talk, i felt teary every time i tried to open my mouth. I was in some sort of photoshoot and smiling and then it flashed to me hysterically crying in pain whilst fighting with someone i believed to be my partner. It was a scary and new feeling of sadness i have never felt before, and hope to never experience again.
I committed suicide on christmas night, after being with my family. I had a dead little sister and an abusive father and boyfriend. I lived in an affluent suburb in a penthouse and worked with semi famous influencers in my city, but the emotional pain was unimaginable. I felt strong feelings of grief as well, like i missed multiple people terribly and didnt know how to live without out them, ofcourse one was a younger sister, and i believe the other was a motherly figure or perhaps my actual mum.
Another thing i remember was an intense feeling of self disappointment, like i had so much hope for my life along with so many goals and dreams, some of which were achieved, but ultimately the life i was presented with had no love, laughter or happiness and i was caught up in a materialistic world with no real morals. I was disappointed in how my life had turned out and was made to feel absolutely worthless.
The last memory i had was overdosing on pills of some sort. It was a horrendous life to view, perhaps it was real or a figment of my imagination, either way, it taught me alot about my own current life.
Lately i have been a little more than focused on soul searching, during my adventure i came across past life regression therapy, a process in which you are hypnotised to remember your supposedly past life, it may not be true but this was my experience.
I was expecting to wake up in the early 1900s or much earlier, as someone of the oppposite gender or race just like what all the comments had stated from the research i had undertaken about others who underwent this experiment. This was not what i experienced at all.
It was the early 90s, the year i was born. I do not understand what made me believe it was the year my now self was born, its a weird phenomenon, information just pops into your head as if youve been converted into a new life and already understand this life as much as your current one. Upon research, i also discovered its quite rare to have a PLR in the year you were born. I was a young woman, about 23-24 and incredibly beautiful, like model quality. I was popular and had money, quite opposite to my current life. But the most significant thing i remember was my emotional pain. i have been sad in my current life, depressed even, but as soon as i awoke as this new girl, my heart felt numb and i was so severely depressed, i barely had energy to move or talk, i felt teary every time i tried to open my mouth. I was in some sort of photoshoot and smiling and then it flashed to me hysterically crying in pain whilst fighting with someone i believed to be my partner. It was a scary and new feeling of sadness i have never felt before, and hope to never experience again.
I committed suicide on christmas night, after being with my family. I had a dead little sister and an abusive father and boyfriend. I lived in an affluent suburb in a penthouse and worked with semi famous influencers in my city, but the emotional pain was unimaginable. I felt strong feelings of grief as well, like i missed multiple people terribly and didnt know how to live without out them, ofcourse one was a younger sister, and i believe the other was a motherly figure or perhaps my actual mum.
Another thing i remember was an intense feeling of self disappointment, like i had so much hope for my life along with so many goals and dreams, some of which were achieved, but ultimately the life i was presented with had no love, laughter or happiness and i was caught up in a materialistic world with no real morals. I was disappointed in how my life had turned out and was made to feel absolutely worthless.
The last memory i had was overdosing on pills of some sort. It was a horrendous life to view, perhaps it was real or a figment of my imagination, either way, it taught me alot about my own current life.
22-25, F
