I Want to Runaway and Never Look Back

I have this masterplan that if I don't have any of my goals accomplished, getting my GED and Driver's License before im 30 im disappearing one day before my 30th birthday, and going far away from everyone thats ever wronged me because, part of it is their fault im in this situation in first place, and im done Im sick and tired of taking all the blame for neglect, i'm legally disabled and it was her responsibility to see to it that, before i was sent out into this world that i would be capable of taking care of myself, with the help and the tools that i need. According to the law she wouldve been legally responsible for me until 21, but instead she just took the check and said the hell with me.