And I hate them! I am very very very super curvy and finding clothes sucks! I don’t understand why girls want them and why it attracts guys? [I Have Curves]

I am very curvy but I’m also fat at 251lbs but 5’10”. My best friend said she envies my height and curves and she said, “I’m never going to look like you. I KILL for those curves! Not every girl wants to be thin and most men don’t like thin women. Why do you think curvy women are in relationships more than thin girls? I hate being thin! I want to be thicker and besides, thick and curvy bodies are still IN. Plus you’re tall and girl....you have it all. Y’all and curvy.”
Being tall and curvy isn’t all that great either. Clothes shopping is a NIGHTMARE.