I think I'm getting paranoid...

Did he ever care? Was he just stringing me along the whole time? Is he the one that caused all this? Was it his mum? I knew she didn't like me from the start. Did he get someone to attack my brother? Did he do it? What lies has he been spreading about me. I'm still scared to leave the house, after a year. Does he want me dead? Would he like to see my corpse on his doorstep. Let me just Google how to make a noose. I don't know what to think. I feel like my mind's just going to explode if I don't do something fast.