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I'm tired.

I had to call the ambulance last night for my dad who just had a heart surgery last week. He was having chest pains and difficulty breathing. I followed the instructions they gave over the phone, not realising all of it was preventing the onset of a stroke until later on that night. After paramedics arrived, they insisted that he had to stay at the hospital overnight. Thankfully my brother was allowed in after he followed the ambulance to the hospital despite initially being refused.

Although I tried all that I could to distract myself from the worry bubbling up inside me, it caught up with me a few hours ago and I had yet again another seizure.
I now have to uptake my dose.

I'm drained right now to be honest, with a lot that's occurring both to me and around me. I could specify exactly what but it's even more tiring ruminating in the same pattern of thoughts.

I'm only posting this so the few that have messaged both here or on other platforms understand that I'm not ignoring them for reasons personal to them but rather because I feel depleted.

In the mean time, I'll pick myself up in the small ways I do. Perhaps eventually being in a better position to start living and not just existing.
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AlyAngel · F
I am so sorry you have so much on your plate. I hope it gets better soon.

Peaceful · F
I'm so sorry, Sid. Thank you for sharing this and you're all in my prayers. 🙏
AuRevoir · 31-35, M
I read that as a “butter position..” 😷
LucyFuhr · 51-55, F
HatterM · 46-50, M
Prayers for your family and you, friend. Take all the time you need, God willing.
KaysHealingPath · 31-35, F
Thinking of you and sending love and light to you. You’re going through a lot, do what you have to to get yourself on track and better, I hope your dad is doing well and that he receives the medical care he needs. Please do not neglect yourself because of your worries. Your worries are justified but if you don’t take care of yourself you can’t help anyone else
Hugs 🤗
Gangstress · 36-40, F
dya know, I woke up at in the night filled with weird feelings, I don't know if I caught ya up in the night, I hope everything is ok with your dad, and with you <3
Thinking of you loads xx
I'm sorry to hear that i hope he's going to be alright..
Take care of yourself please and try not to project.

I'm hoping for the best him and for you and your family 🤗
Kimchigirl · 31-35, F
I'm sorry to read this. Sending prayers to you and your family. Do whatever you need to get better 🙏🏻
PepsiColaP · 22-25, F
It's a lot for anyone to deal with. I hope things improve health wise for him and you. You deserve a break and to take all the time to yourself
I'm sorry you're dealing with all that 😔 health issues suck whether it's you or loved ones. Take all the time you need. I wish him and you all the best 🤗
wackidywack · 22-25
lots of love, sid. take your time to heal up. I really hope your father turns up alright
basilfawlty89 · 31-35, M
Hey I just read this. Sorry you're going through all of this, it sounds really horrible. I know the idea of anyone I love being in any kind of danger literally sends me into panic attacks.

I'm going to keep you in my prayers.
I hope everything will turn out well for you, your dad and your family. My most positive thoughts are sent your way. 🤗
Sending prayers for you and your father. In the meantime, I hope you can get some rest.

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