Im going to kill myself.

My daughter is showing signs of autism and I'm still getting no help at all just meetings that don't lead to anything. I've stopped crying now there are no more tears. I've had to resort to carrying a bag around in the house to hold.my money and personal items because my daughter now steals of me and my son tried to break my charger with his teeth. He also pushes over furniture and doesn't pick.it up. Im not entitled to respite and and I have no babysitting at all.absolutely none. I have to leave my angry son in charge of the younger ones because I can't work otherwise. This is too much and the only way out is me topping myself.

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RemovedUsername634280 · 41-45, F

I couldn't go to work tonight because my son wouldn't give me the house key. Them when I finally got it he said he would leave as soon as I go out to work. Work warned me about taking too many nights of. I will be sacked in the morning hence I will loose everything again. And now my daughter is going to be diagnosed with autism too. I really can't do this anymore especially not with autistic angry kids. Killing myself seems like sweet needed relief because I know I won't be getting help just meeting after meeting but no actual action. To everybody out there who will judge me. I really fucking tried. Mom's need more help when they have kids with special needs. And to friends of parents with kids with special needs, look after your friends. Just 1 night a month help out. It would have made all the difference to me. Xx

Butterflykisses24 · 51-55, F

@RemovedUsername634280 call dcf tell them your kids are out of control and you need help.Tell them they need temporary foster care til you are well enough to cope.that you are at your wits end

Butterflykisses24 · 51-55, F

Get help.That is selfish.Your kids need you.

RemovedUsername634280 · 41-45, F

Life update. No help just another meeting. Social worker said again I'm not entitled to respite and my so called sister came and said I got loads of support...truth today was the longest she has stayed here 45 mins

SW-User

No it isn’t the only other option.

Please don’t give up.

Time will change how you feel.

Don’t give up.

These hard days will make you who you will become.... a strong warrior queen 👸🏻

RemovedUsername634280 · 41-45, F

I've decided I'm taking my 8 year old away for the weekend and I'm leaving the two terrors at home. The law says the 17 year old can babysit so I'm gone

EugenieLaBorgia · F

Well, if you are in England, call your local social services and ask to speak to the duty officer.

RemovedUsername634280 · 41-45, F

I couldn't find the correct title so it's not a question but it's here anyway

SaulGoodman · 26-30, M

Your daughter will be ok. Autism can be a gift. You love her, it'll be ok.

Classified · M

That's never the solution. Don't do that. 😢

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