Why do I feel so different

I feel like I dont feel the same anymore as if my brain chemisty is all tangled up. Just one random thing could happen and it could trigger my mind to feel weird like im in a trance. Its almost like feeling buzzed all the time. Its been like this since I smoked laced tree a couple weeks back. Things happening in my life and my stress triggers have not been helping this one bit. I feel like Im going mentally insane and need to be locked in a loony bin and thats not to be funny at all, I genuinely feel I need help and Im beyond repair or something because Ive tried to get help on numerous occasions to no avail. Ive been posting things like this on here lately, and if I come off like a sobby, whiny ass mfer, then so beat it and normally i keep things to myself but I feel like Im legitimately going nuts here. I physically feel weird in my mind as if my vision is off and everything just feels different like my brain wired itself all messed up these last few weeks. I feel like a prisoner in my own mind.

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Peaceful · F

What is laced tree?

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justicexoxoxo · 26-30, M

@Peaceful Well in a few minutes Im actually about to go for a jog on my treadmill now. I like to do it every day or at least every other day. Lately ive been eating bad, a lot of greasy, fatty instant foods. I need to change that. People dont realize how much of a difference it makes when you eat healthy compared to not eating healthy. Some times that is hard because eating healthy and getting the proper calories and all your nutrients can be expensive. Sometimes you just work with what you got and some times it isnt the best but I do try. Im trying to try harder and add fiber to my diet every breakfast, eat some kind of fruit daily and drink a lot of water to detox my system so Ive been doing my due diligence and trying trust me. I dont just sit here and wallow in this mental prison but it gets tiring some times when you do all that, you sit down and realize you still feel the same.

Peaceful · F

@justicexoxoxo it takes time. But I hear you. Broccoli and leafy greens would serve you well. I wish you luck.

justicexoxoxo · 26-30, M

@Peaceful Thank you! Youre right. I try to convince myself Ill notice it when im not paying attention like one day ill stop myself and go whoa wait a minute i feel different again. Ill get this deja vu feeling but backwards if you know what I mean. As if i used to feel normal like this before and now im back type of deal.

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