I Think Im Becoming Anorexic

I Am Fat.... I remember my first experience like it was yesterday. I ran home from school one day a older kid shoved me against a wall and called me fat. After I had came home that day i just had went to the bathroom and threw up I had made myself. I stood in front of a mirror and heard voices screaming at me and calling me names" you fat whore" you dirty pig" I just remember that day every single time I look into a mirror that's how I see myself and that's when i was addicted to cutting..