I Can't Stop Crying

Horrible Friend...... I feel awful....I told my best friend that I'm dying bcuz I need to feel pretty, need to lose more weight, and I'm getting weak...I'm always cold, always tired, and I pass out multiple times a day....she pointed out and asked 'so you're just gonna leave me?...' and I broke...I hafta get better, for her...but now I feel awful...I feel absolutely horrible....she will know who when she read this...I'm sorry babydoll...please, forgive me?:,(