I Am Insecure Sometimes

I think it bothers me the most that I've been so unwanted by everyone throughout my life.
"You're fascinating," I've been told by so many people who change their minds five minutes later. Strangers aren't the real problem. It's no big deal to be unwanted by strangers. Background noise I forget about five minutes later, myself.
When I have to interact with the same people on a daily basis is when that starts to get to me. You don't have to want me around, but do you have to want me out of the picture so much? I'm not doing anything to anyone right now. I'm trying to live my life in peace and be happy.

I'm just reacting to workplace drama at the moment and wanted to vent. Oh well. I'll get over it as usual but I'm having a moment.