I Don't Like To Burden People With My Problems

I usually keep my troubles to myself, because I don't want my friends or my parents to worry. In primary school, I was bullied by some classmates, but I didn't tell my mom for a long time until my best friend convinced me to do it. It turns out that was the right choice, but I still don't like burdening anyone with my problems, it's either do it myself or don't.

That was back when it was just mom and me. She had enough to worry about.. so I didn't even think of brining her into the mess.

Lately, I've been kind of stressed out over my future. I have some anxiety over college and leaving my parents, it makes me somewhat depressed. Am I just going to go off to college and never see them again? I also feel bad they'll be paying for my college tuition, it's so much money. What if something goes wrong? And I drop out? All their hopes, wishes, and dreams. All that my will be wasted on me...