I Want to Move Out of My Parents House

Hi
I'm Tim
Mom's been crazy ever since I came out, sometimes she acts like she use to, not enough though,
I had to move in with my granny for a little while before because of her acting like a crazy lady....
Schools started back and I been grounded for almost my whole break, just because she said so.....
I thinking it time to see if granny will let me stay with her again. I love my mom but she probably better off with out me to worry about, I don't give her a reason to worry, it's because I'm gay is all, I try to be a good son and listen to her. I'm 16 and need to think for myself, I don't know what else to do. I tried everything thing I can think of, except being someone I'm not, I can't change who I am inside and won't play straight to make her happy, I would be lying to myself. Thanks for listening to me.
Tim