I Feel Like I Am Never Good Enough

I am such an idiot.
Why am I such a stupid idiot?
I'm listening to the stupid songs I downloaded that I showed you.
Sorry for making you sad.
I didn't know anyone would ever love me.
And love me like that.
When anyone ever said they loved me, they would later call me stupid and say Now they know why I don't have any friends.
Well I guess you are one of the only nice people I know.
Wait, sorry, I was wrong. You are the only person who has loved me like that.
I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just trying to tell you I love you too.
My boyfriend is gonna kill me if he finds out but...ill just say you're one of my friends in real life. Hopefully that works.
I cry because of everything. I cry because I cant talk to my friends, I cry because I don't understand math, I cry because I feel lonely, but what you told me made me cry because I cant be with you and my boyfriend.
I don't know what to do...
I'm such an idiot for posting this.
And sorry if I am making you mad.
You probably will ignore me.
But I am not normal. I am a psychopath and I will love like one.
Even my friends say I'm creepy.
Seriously I'm creepy huh?