Moving in with my grandparents
A few months ago I moved into my grandparents house along with my sister. My cousin lives here too most of the time, he stays with his mom most weekends.
The adjustment is hard, I feel like I’m never good enough for this household. Everything is so nice, we don’t eat from paper plates, there is always food in the fridge, there is enough hot water to take a bath, clean cloths and home cooked meals.. and there are expectations and chores.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m over the moon thankful for them for taking us in, it’s a nice lifestyle and I enjoy it, I just don’t feel worthy enough.. and I don’t feel like I meet their expectations. I’m trying, but I’ll need some time.
The adjustment is hard, I feel like I’m never good enough for this household. Everything is so nice, we don’t eat from paper plates, there is always food in the fridge, there is enough hot water to take a bath, clean cloths and home cooked meals.. and there are expectations and chores.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m over the moon thankful for them for taking us in, it’s a nice lifestyle and I enjoy it, I just don’t feel worthy enough.. and I don’t feel like I meet their expectations. I’m trying, but I’ll need some time.
