I Hate Going To The Dentist

Not any of the procedures or needles. I feel like I’m being judged even though I know egocentric and absurd it is to think that. A cavity is a moral failing on my part, in my head. I already apply this “logic” to scars on my face and body or skin in general , and an aspect of my blood and other inabilities to do certain things... I apply it to a lot of things the more I think and write... they all go back to a failure on my part my part. I think I’m going to have this thought process with other ailments in the future in worse ways.