I Have Experienced Loss

In 19 years I have lost 8ish people I care about: family and friends.
My Grandma-cancer
Eddie, a nice old man-cancer
A fellow 4-Her-allergies
My Grandpa-cancer
My P.T. and counselor-cancer
My Great Grandpa-old age
My friend and fellow bassist-suicide
My cousin-land slide/ flash flood
I feel that there may be one or two more, but I can't remember names, they are lost in the sea of faces. And that only makes it worse