Yeah I have it was a complete waste of time

I wasted 5 years on it and it was complete shit. I was suicidal so I was told to read a book to distract myself or listen to music. And asked why I haven’t succeeded yet. In my teens but I have to pay now so no way am I wasting money. That’s why I don’t want it I don’t need it. Nobody can help you or save. That shit comes from within. Your the only person who can help yourself. I learnt that at 19 and I have felt better since but I’m still a mess.