I Am Feeling Lost And Confused
So I made a post a few days back about how I didn't even have a crush. Recently I've realized that this isn't really true, in a rather painful way.
A girl who I've been talking with for a while now stopped completely talking with me for a whole week. She saw my messages, but never responded. Before this break in communication, we had been very close, as in very close.
Finally she sent me a message, and she told me she 'just wanted to be friends'.
I was fairly frustrated (I wasn't rude at all in our conversation mind you) just about her not messaging me to the point where I didn't really consider her a crush, but as soon as she said that she just wanted to be friends... I told her it was fine, and that I was glad we fully understood each other, but it wasn't really fine, it felt like someone had ripped off my leg and beaten me over the head with it.
I guess I really cared about her more than I thought... :(
A girl who I've been talking with for a while now stopped completely talking with me for a whole week. She saw my messages, but never responded. Before this break in communication, we had been very close, as in very close.
Finally she sent me a message, and she told me she 'just wanted to be friends'.
I was fairly frustrated (I wasn't rude at all in our conversation mind you) just about her not messaging me to the point where I didn't really consider her a crush, but as soon as she said that she just wanted to be friends... I told her it was fine, and that I was glad we fully understood each other, but it wasn't really fine, it felt like someone had ripped off my leg and beaten me over the head with it.
I guess I really cared about her more than I thought... :(
22-25, M
