I Am Introspective

You struggle,
you strive..
Not wanting to face your own feelings,
you run,
try to escape..
But from what?
Did you ever look back
and face what it was that you're running from?
People say things and you listen to them, believing them..
You keep finding your own faults, believing them..
And you want to run away
coz you feel incomplete..
You depend on people, things, stories, music,
even hiding behind the curtain of helping others..
But what if you turned around and faced that incompleteness?
What if you faced that utter loneliness?
What if you faced it without depending on anyone, or anything, not even any principles or ideas, just facing it and being with that feeling of incompleteness?
Keep staring at it instead of running away
and it will loosen its grip...
And you will know...
You are already complete as you are..
Just like a flower is as it is..
Just like a tree is, with both green and yellow dried leaves..
Sun's heat keeps changing with seasons, but the Sun is always as it is..
What does it matter what anyone says if you don't believe it?