I Just Got Out of a Bad Relationship
it's been 2 weeks since my relationship ended. I was finally able to move on. We broke up but I really missed her and was trying to get her back, then I truly realized I deserved better and IDK why I was trying to get her back when it was a relationship full of lies. It goes back all the way to 2011 it was my senior year kf highschool and I met someone online and we were friends. After a couple of months we liked each other and began dating, we were doing a long distance relationship. She said she was going to college a few hours from me and I tried to go visit but she would always come up with excuses to cancel, after a year of that we broke up and I dated other people. She hit me up saying she wanted to get back so we talked and got back once I broke up with the other girl. We dated for some months then broke up again, but we stayed in contact, next thing I know is she's dating someone who lives farther than me and went to stay with him so I got mad and told her off. More time passed and she found me on social media, she begged for forgiveness and how sorry she was, then she said remember the good times? She reminded me about the 6 hour phone calls and everything. So we were dating again, we fought and kept an on and off relationship through the years. But this last time we wanted it to work so we went out a lot. We would hang out up to 3 times a week. I figured she lied about her age, she said she liked drinking but would never get a drink when we went out, I thought she was 20 so maybe a few more months. I bugged her about it for months until I told her I was ending it if she didn't tell me. She cried and begged me for forgiveness, she told me she was 17. I was like WTF, she said she loved me and didn't want to lose me. At the end she convinced me to stay, I honestly thought we were gonna get married lol. Her mom wanted to meet me and I told her as soon as she turned 18. I took to places she had never gone to and was making plans for more trips. Then she seems to be avoiding me, so I was more persistent, finally she tells me she snuck out with another guy she met and doesn't know if she loves me. I was so confused, I was crazy about her and thought we were in love with one another. We broke up and I was trying to forget her, I deleted her info. 2 weeks later of missing her I find her number on my phone company's history, I tell her I wish we were still together, she tells me she does too and that if only we could put it all behind us. I was like shit I'm all for it, and was trying to get her back. But she would dodge me so and I would also tell myself you deserve better. She even told me that I deserve better, I think that funny, because if you truly think someone is too good for you, wouldn't you try to do everything you can to keep them? After 2 days I was finally able to process it all and I knew I did deserve better and I put up way too much with her. I just wasted time and money on a huge lie, one that could've sent me to jail. I guess I just needed to rant XD