I Miss My Grandma

I still have my grandma on my mom's side. My grandma on my dad's side died when I was 3/4 years old. I was young, but still remember a lot about her. I know that if she was here a lot of the things that I'm going through in my life would be nonexistent or at least wouldn't be as bad. Not sure what the cause of death was, I think it may have been just old age and she was just tired. Not even sure what her real name is. We called her Grandma Judy, but that's not her name. I guess Judy was apart of her name. I know her first name is long and it starts with a V. We visited her grave years back and I remember that on her tube stone. Anway, R.I.P Grandma Judy.