I Think You Have The Right To Write All You Want To Write

Paralyze I feel. I thought of you today. Actually, I think about you everyday. Even at work, I think about you. How I used to long for the physical and emotional bond. But now I only long for the emotional.
Where are you taking me God? I wonder. Everyday is a race. I'm almost reluctant to start again. But I know that you will help me once again as you've always done. Everyday, everyday, EVERYDAY. My head spins even when in bed. I read to get my mind away. You brought us together and so I vowed to take care of him. That also includes them all...