I Feel Too Many Feels

Does anything ever touch your heart and leave you feeling gutted?

Has that moment ever let the knowledge of everything that's missing in your life, rush in so quickly, it brings you to you knees, fighting to catch your breath?

Has it ever left your heart feeling eviscerated, opening all those old wounds you had hoped and fervently prayed never to feel again?

Has that pain ever left you crying on the floor, in the darkness, silently screaming in your head yet knowing you can't utter a sound?

Have you ever just begged to be able to catch your breath? To make it to daylight when you can find a way to exorcise those demons that are eating you alive...

Have you ever thanked God for the breaking daylight that will allow you to find your way again? To find yourself whole once more?

If you understand, then you know how I ended my day and how this one began.

If you don't, then God bless you and keep you safe from it always...