I Feel Too Many Feels
I’m feeling so unwanted. I feel like annoy everyone again. Why do I feel this way? I’ve been so happy the past couple of days!! I’ve been doing so much good lately but why do I feel so freaking disgusting!
I wonder what people think when they look at me. Am i monster? Am i normal? They don’t see my problems and I wish I could see myself under that light. God, you’ve blessed me A LOT lately. I don’t blame you. Not even for their deaths. I never hated you. This is my battle that sometimes I feel like I’m losing and everyone that dares get close to me knows. I can’t be fixed. I can’t fix myself. Maybe I should have picked it up. Maybe I would have been happier.
I hate myself.
I wonder what people think when they look at me. Am i monster? Am i normal? They don’t see my problems and I wish I could see myself under that light. God, you’ve blessed me A LOT lately. I don’t blame you. Not even for their deaths. I never hated you. This is my battle that sometimes I feel like I’m losing and everyone that dares get close to me knows. I can’t be fixed. I can’t fix myself. Maybe I should have picked it up. Maybe I would have been happier.
I hate myself.
