Have you ever looked at your life and wondered how you got where you are?

I can look back and see how my choices led me to where I am today; but I find myself wondering why I was made to make those difficult decisions. I don't know exactly what I expected life to give me...I know what I wanted. A couple I received but most I did not. As for having a plan? I think at this specific time/place my plan is to just survive and make the best of the life I've been given.

No, I'm used to overlooking the things that got me here, even the accomplishments, that I can hardly remember. I'm used to just look into the future, to dream, and jump obstacles with little to no assessment of the possible traps. Only recently I began to look more under my feet, to slow down and appreciate the moment that I am in right now - the present. But it's hard to keep my mind on it, it usually just flies away back to my far end goals.
That's why I think I frequently feel unsatisfied with myself and that I'm not doing enough, that I'm too slow.

I used to. Now I know how I got to most of it. I’ve really lucked out these past few years.

I do have a plan. Sometimes life takes a detour on you.

Yes.... Very often, I wonder about how I got here....

I am grateful for what I have... I know I can have more than what I have, but for a price which is not worth it... I'm now happy, content, and grateful.... I am in a place where I play it by the ear, and the freedom to do that feels wonderful.

Yes. Yes, A B and C possibles. I have a couple of sketched plans for A, B and C.

I was raised by evil monsters. I look back and can't believe that child survived. Nothing short of a miracle.

I know
and I don't know
I understand and
I dont understand either.
Life!

I got a hell of a lot more than I ever expected or deserve.

I know how I got where I am...

Most days. And no for the rest.

Yes, and I am very thankful