I Am Trying To Stay Positive It'S Not Easy

Was so tempted to drink today. Everyone else were. I’ve been sober a week now since the breakup. Life’s throwing me lemons by the bucket loads and it’s so hard to find even a speck of hope to cling to. I’m not giving up and despite what you may think of me, I’m only as weak as you make me believe myself to be. I’m gonna keep winning 😖