I Am Not In Love

I’m not dating anyone right now but I have a huge crush on a coworker. I sometimes dream about him while I work next to him. I just can’t stop thinking about him. But the issue is I know that it would not be a lasting relationship if we were dating. And another thing is is that he is straight so there is another issue. I don’t want sound like I’m desperate for love but I am and I am not. God these teenage years are a little rough. I know I have plenty of time to find the right one for me.