I Am Walking Away

I don't know there was this man that I was interested in, he was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. And every time I see him he smiles at me. I thought I wanted to be his friend, but I don't think I'm strong enough to not see him as something more than just a friend. I think I would fall for him, I think I would be fooling myself, I think that my demons would call my bluff and interfere, and cause a total disaster out of the relationship. Leaving me wounded and near death. I think I should just let that dream go. And move on. Sure he is beautiful, sure we could have been just friends for a while, and I really could have enjoyed him. But who am I kidding, I'm drooling over him.