I Am Finally Getting My Life On Track
Financially... So....
I have been in strong financial issues for a long time, when I was younger it wasn't something I could help, having ran away from home, having no financial support other than myself.. when I was finally done with my studies, and I started to get involved with the wrong people, my financial issues seemed to become stronger than ever, and I watched without ability to avoid, how my life quality was never good, as I was living under mental stress unable to stop thinking of economy issues..
As I left my long term relationship earlier this year, I was forced to face those same problems on my own, working my every day only to watch my money get absorbed into my expenses, which was so consuming, so stressful, but I learn to see that there was no difference from the way it was when I was still in the relationship other than the fact that this time I didn't have to deal with the emotions i felt having someone with me who didn't give a shit about a situation we were both into, someone who on the contrary, would show me his bad side whenever he saw worry in my eyes.. so I was finally free to deal with the situations on my own terms, my own time, my own trail of thought, and yes, only my money...
The last half of this year has marked a new era starting in my life.. [b]July [/b]marked the era I decided there was NO going back to that man, ironically my last disappointment was on July 3rd, so July 4th was my first day as a completely independent woman. [b]August [/b]and [b]September [/b]marked an era of getting used to the loneliness independence bring some times, but also something happened in my heart, as the taste of freedom took away all my chains, I let myself surrender to the most beautiful emotions of all, [b]October [/b]was all about enjoyment.. the end of [b]November, [/b]and start of [b]December [/b]has marked a new era on regards to my financial independence, I can say with joy in my eyes, that I am finally back in track with my expenses, many may think this is quite a petty thing for me to be so thrilled, but I can't explain the heavy burden this has been in my life.. how many nights I spent awake wondering: "how on earths name am I gonna pay this tomorrow when I have NOTHING on my bank account". I have never felt stronger than I do today..
I have been in strong financial issues for a long time, when I was younger it wasn't something I could help, having ran away from home, having no financial support other than myself.. when I was finally done with my studies, and I started to get involved with the wrong people, my financial issues seemed to become stronger than ever, and I watched without ability to avoid, how my life quality was never good, as I was living under mental stress unable to stop thinking of economy issues..
As I left my long term relationship earlier this year, I was forced to face those same problems on my own, working my every day only to watch my money get absorbed into my expenses, which was so consuming, so stressful, but I learn to see that there was no difference from the way it was when I was still in the relationship other than the fact that this time I didn't have to deal with the emotions i felt having someone with me who didn't give a shit about a situation we were both into, someone who on the contrary, would show me his bad side whenever he saw worry in my eyes.. so I was finally free to deal with the situations on my own terms, my own time, my own trail of thought, and yes, only my money...
The last half of this year has marked a new era starting in my life.. [b]July [/b]marked the era I decided there was NO going back to that man, ironically my last disappointment was on July 3rd, so July 4th was my first day as a completely independent woman. [b]August [/b]and [b]September [/b]marked an era of getting used to the loneliness independence bring some times, but also something happened in my heart, as the taste of freedom took away all my chains, I let myself surrender to the most beautiful emotions of all, [b]October [/b]was all about enjoyment.. the end of [b]November, [/b]and start of [b]December [/b]has marked a new era on regards to my financial independence, I can say with joy in my eyes, that I am finally back in track with my expenses, many may think this is quite a petty thing for me to be so thrilled, but I can't explain the heavy burden this has been in my life.. how many nights I spent awake wondering: "how on earths name am I gonna pay this tomorrow when I have NOTHING on my bank account". I have never felt stronger than I do today..
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