I Am Finally Getting My Life On Track
26th Chapter... So..
Today is the first day of the rest of my life. The start of a brand new year, letting go of 25th.. I have loads of plans for this year, but since I am still ongoing on transition from the previous year, it’s hard to say my transition is over, perhaps it will never be over.
Last year started with hardship, as the downfall of my love relationship started, through emotional violence which brought the love I had for him to crumble to the ground.. I tried to pick up the pieces and put it back together, but it was too late for my heart, and his constant hardship against my feelings continued to deteriorate my love for him. As I decided to leave that relationship, my mindset was only to survive, I had a new mission for myself: survive him, survive the pain he’s brought to you, get over it and move on. But most of all, pick up the pieces of your own shattered heart, and try to discover who you are again.
Little did I know, that by engaging in such tasks, I was to find the person I always wanted to be, since a child.. I could’ve never understood back then, that by trying to get over the greatest failure of my life, I was going to find myself, love myself, and understand my core better than ever. I was going to be set free..
During my downfall I have found some great friends, and some great love, and suddenly, today, I look back at myself through the times I thought I was so damaged, and see myself rising up through the fire.. not letting it burn me and finish me. It’s funny how life turns out to be some times.
Today, in the first day of my new year of life, I decided that I have some very straightforward goals to accomplish, it won’t be easy, because they aren’t all up to me, but I’ll work my way through, and find a way to make things work..
And off course, with my own TV series starting off =D
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And my sexy boyfriend getting more and more attention..
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LMAO I'm obviously joking on the last two sentences.
[b]Life is looking good for me, and I’m getting more and more excited.[/b]
Today is the first day of the rest of my life. The start of a brand new year, letting go of 25th.. I have loads of plans for this year, but since I am still ongoing on transition from the previous year, it’s hard to say my transition is over, perhaps it will never be over.
Last year started with hardship, as the downfall of my love relationship started, through emotional violence which brought the love I had for him to crumble to the ground.. I tried to pick up the pieces and put it back together, but it was too late for my heart, and his constant hardship against my feelings continued to deteriorate my love for him. As I decided to leave that relationship, my mindset was only to survive, I had a new mission for myself: survive him, survive the pain he’s brought to you, get over it and move on. But most of all, pick up the pieces of your own shattered heart, and try to discover who you are again.
Little did I know, that by engaging in such tasks, I was to find the person I always wanted to be, since a child.. I could’ve never understood back then, that by trying to get over the greatest failure of my life, I was going to find myself, love myself, and understand my core better than ever. I was going to be set free..
During my downfall I have found some great friends, and some great love, and suddenly, today, I look back at myself through the times I thought I was so damaged, and see myself rising up through the fire.. not letting it burn me and finish me. It’s funny how life turns out to be some times.
Today, in the first day of my new year of life, I decided that I have some very straightforward goals to accomplish, it won’t be easy, because they aren’t all up to me, but I’ll work my way through, and find a way to make things work..
And off course, with my own TV series starting off =D
And my sexy boyfriend getting more and more attention..
LMAO I'm obviously joking on the last two sentences.
[b]Life is looking good for me, and I’m getting more and more excited.[/b]
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