I Want to Walk 6 Miles Daily

@Insomniac100 I'm spiritually dead, I may have a physical body, but my mind gravitates towards getting, out of this world, isolation is my biggest culprit :/ I'm so bad, like talking to the walls, dead people care and listen lol

@adamlevinemine97 i get the whole isolation thing...its weird how full of hapiness and joy i was for my whole life...then after building a wall around myself in isolation for years, that all changed...even though the wall is gone figuratively, my soul has become empty

I stop putting in effort because I realized no one cares about my feelings, their are people with good intentions, I'm not gonna lie, but my stroke of luck, I prefer to sit alone, in isolation, I still have fun, just not society that you need others to have fun, I kinda of miss it, but I don't miss the one sided bs of me reaching out, to friends who could care less, like why should I be caring, if they never even care to see me, I was always the one lending the hand like, I'm done being used I'm a diamond, not a stone,

@adamlevinemine97 i was the exact same way. I was part of a big clique of friends for a while, like over 15 guys from sports team i was on. my whole life pretty much revolved around all that...once i started to get disillusioned by it all when life kinda hit me all at once and realized none of those people really gave a damn about me, i pretty much disappeared from the face of the earth socially....i miss the illusion of "brotherhood" i had but at the same time sorta prefer the alone time i have to try and recover what ever ounce of life or soul i have left

I can relate to that so much,

@adamlevinemine97 i hope you find whatever peace you're looking for...swimming against the current while everyone is going with it is always tough...i get it