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I Need Help, Please Help Me

am i a bad mum??

i have been recently diagnosed with anxiaty an depression i will do anythin for my kids there my world my son wanted a ride on motorbike for christmas this year its the only thing he has asked for (i have got him loads of other stuff) i got him the bike an was so excited to see his face i put it together today (xmas eve) an left it to charge after 8hrs i was mortified to find the bike still doesnt work i brought it brand new i cant stop crying and i feel like a failure as a mummy. my son has autism and learning difficulties he is 56 months old but his brain age is that of a 24 month old.an i know he is gonna be devasted in the morning when he wakes up.
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kirabeth · 31-35, F
i know gifts dont matter but i still feel so bad as its the only thing he wanted and yet i couldnt give him i feel its my fault as i should have checked it when got it an not left it till last minute. i know i should get help with my depression as its so severe to the point i sleep on the floor as my head tells me im not worthy enough to sleep in a bed but i also feel that if i do seek help then i have failed as a person an a mum