I Wonder What My Purpose Here Is
7 years old me thinking who am I, why I'm here as I've always been a deep thinker. I was 12 years old when someone who's 61 years older than me said to me "I'm poor, I have nothing" with disappointed sadly face. I remember I looked at the eyes, lower my voice, smiled, tried not to give offence and said "you have a bed to sleep, food to eat, roof above you, children who are always there to help, don't you think it's enough to be grateful?" This person stared at me few seconds, nodded and said "you are right, I should do" and smiled.
That's the first clue of my surprising nature to become a purpose of my life to remind, to assist, to guide anyone who needs me as I can. As I grew up, it naturally came out esp it came along with my own experiences instead from book, people or dozen of spiritual teachers which I don't like to read and I won't believe someone's words until I experience it my self. Somehow it blends with my nature loyalty and my half side social butterfly and it seems my people or some new people trusts me enough to have a discussion about anything and later shares their problems with me with laughs and tears, though most of them would say my appearance is intimidating lol whatever it means. Thus whatever I've been doing is always involving with guiding people as my best ever since. No more wonder.
That's the first clue of my surprising nature to become a purpose of my life to remind, to assist, to guide anyone who needs me as I can. As I grew up, it naturally came out esp it came along with my own experiences instead from book, people or dozen of spiritual teachers which I don't like to read and I won't believe someone's words until I experience it my self. Somehow it blends with my nature loyalty and my half side social butterfly and it seems my people or some new people trusts me enough to have a discussion about anything and later shares their problems with me with laughs and tears, though most of them would say my appearance is intimidating lol whatever it means. Thus whatever I've been doing is always involving with guiding people as my best ever since. No more wonder.