I Have Done Things That I Swore I Would Never Do

A few months ago i did some really stupid stuff. I really cringe on it now that a young woman like me had little self respect. I made the exscue it was for art and it kind of was but ending an intimate relationship with my college graphics tutor must have effected my brain a lot. I posted intimate photos on here along with poems about her I’ve now deleted all of the photos but kept the poems up. I also got more dearing and ran through the park with without a top on just my leggings and my bra and I was excited and laughing. Anyone could have seen me or reported me. But I loved the thrill of freedom and living dangerously. A few months later I’m too scared to do that again as I nearly got caught once and I think I actually did when standing in the woods with no top on as a old man went past with his dog and gave me a dirty look. I did the photo for art though. It’s too cold to do that now and I’m too scared too now it’s getting darker and people are still around. I still get the urge to do that due to me being young and likes to live life to the fullest but with the online photos , I’m keeping them to dm only and that’s for my very close intimate lady Freinds only.