I find the christianity teachings can be very pain cause if you fall in life which i certainly do , you could be very harsh on yourself [Spirituality & Religion]

You are not understanding what grace is. Once you ask for forgiveness and follow Jesus, there is [b]no more condemnation to you.[/b] Your sins are washed away and forgotten! Jesus knows we won't live a perfect life, but He doesn't hate us every time we sin. We do [b]not[/b] lose our salvation every time we mess up in life. If you have a son or daughter, every time they make you mad or you guys have a fight, you don't disown them I'm sure! Neither does God abandoned us! You may have a little break in fellowship with your children, but you don't get so mad you throw them away.same with God. What we do when we make a mistake, is ask God to forgive us and he definitely does and then your fellowship with him is restored. He never ever abandons people. He does not hold grudges!

Buddhism is only about self-awareness. It has [i]nothing[/i] to do with Christianity, whatsoever. Jesus is against all these different religions because they never offer salvation or eternal life. God is against ALL man-made religions. Every one of them, because they are only man-made philosophy. He tells us clearly that he is against man-made philosophies, in His Word. Stick with His Word, and you cannot ho wrong. All the other religions of the world did not die for you or your sins so that you could have eternal life. And show me where any of the other religions in this world have access to God the Father. They don't ....and they never will.

I am a Christian and I find that every religion teaches you something. If god didn’t want a religion to exist he wouldn’t have let it.

If you follow Jesus only, and make a commitment to Him alone, He will send the Holy Spirit to live in you, as promised, and this brings you the peace, love, and joy you seek. Jesus said that he is the only way to heaven, because he is the Son of God and he is the only one that has access for us with his father in Heaven. If anybody knows a better way, I'd love to hear it, because I have loved and known Jesus for 45 years and He has never failed me, even once. He brings, with His Holy Spirit inside a believer, all the peace, love, and joy they need. Other substitutes leave one empty, lost, and confused. Satan is the author of confusion, not Jesus. A double-minded man is unstable in [b]all[/b] his ways. James 1:8 God and His Word will [b]never[/b] steer you wrong.

We all fall in life. We live in a fallen world. This is why we need a relationship with Jesus....not just religion. Jesus came and died on the cross for you and me so that we would not die in our sins for eternity. He loves you.
I’ve had so many doubts over the years and done so many bad things. I don’t deserve heaven or the love of Jesus. No one does, but he loves us anyway.
It’s about trusting and believing that Jesus is God, that he died to save you from your sins. I’m sorry, but the rosary will not save you...Buddhism will not save you. Only Jesus can save you.
When you are ready and you are in a quiet place...call out to Jesus. He does not care about fancy words...he only cares about those that are seeking. You are seeking.
Ask him to show you the truth, the right path, the right way to live and he will. It won’t be instant, but his answer can come in all different forms.
Read about Jesus in the New Testament.
Praying for you to find what you need. ❤️

Christianity is about [i]relationship[/i], [u]not[/u] religion.

Any time you need to talk, I'm here for you. https://similarworlds.com/19-Spirituality-Religion/2976917-Living-and-Remaining-In-Peace-When-we-choose-worry

Blend them to get the best of both. You don't have to be an extremist and go all in for one or the other.

Read the scriptures. God doesn't hold anything against us if we repent.

2 Timothy 2:13
If we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself.


1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive

Christianity and Buddhism run parallel. You may not see this now but someday you will.

What matters most is self-awareness paired with a sense of community. There are support groups, non-religious churches/places for gathering, volunteer opportunities, and many other options out there. There are lots of ways to feel fulfilled and connected. Just keep trying new things and you will find a way.

According to a psychology map you're bouncing between Folly and Despair. This isn't a good place to be.

Follow your instinct, you need to treat religion like it's a relationship. If it's toxic then leave it.