I Just Fell In Love For the First Time

well the title said it, i fell in love for the first time and i was happy,the happiest i ever been my whole damn life, i fell in love in my late 22s.
he made me do crazy things, things i wanted to do for so long but never had the chance or the boldness to do.
he gave me strenght with his affection, he gave me love, care and safety.
he gave me a chance to love myself more.
i started thinking that i could be loved.
finally.
someone took notice, someone saw me, someone could care.
i spent the best days and hours of my life with him.
he kissed me alot.
he took care of me.
i loved him for what he did to me, for me, and for who he is.
i craved him, and wanted him bad.
i wanted him all day long.
every moment we separate was the hardest, even though we would see each other in less than a day.
i felt safe in his arms.
i slept in his arms once.
best feeling i ever experienced.
but all good things has to end.
and it did end.
and know i'm experiencing the worst feeling ever. the hardest.
back to the start. but with more wounds and scars than before.
i loved and i lost .