I Do Not Know What To Do

Early this morning I finally broke down to my parents asking for help. I told them about my addiction, how I'm going out of my mind and I need their help. I don't know what I expected exactly. Deep down I knew they would react how they did. My dad is angry and won't talk or look at me. My mom cried and doesn't seem willing to speak to me either.

It's nearing 7:30pm here and I've hardly heard them speak to me all day. I have no clue where we go or stand from this point.

I probably went and destroyed the family. Watch they'll probably file for divorce and kick me out. Their marriage has been rocky for years anyway. I just don't know anymore. Who knows maybe I'll be disowned and won't have family anymore either.